enough

I have had enough. I have never felt this bad and unwantable before...as far as being a woman goes I am irretrievably broken. No man would want me, I simply do not work.

I can't even eat my own cooking, unless it is completely bland and boring. I can't even get Mikey to dress warmly now it is getting colder and he is now building up to his first dose of man flu...so along with being broken I'm a lousy Mum as well

I am such a waste of time and space any vet would happily put me out of my misery. I don't feel as though I actually belong anywhere and I simply can't imagine any one wanting to be with me.

I feel that I have nothing to offer anyone now.i really want to go to sleep and never wake up. That would be the best solution for everyone.