Next Stages

I'm moving on to my next stage of being! On Monday I'm going to Canterbury so they can make my fistula, ready for dialysis. Apparently my function needs to drop by another 6% before I start.

To be honest, I am not looking forward to dropping any further (I am at 13 right now) and I feel terrible. I don't want to eat and I feel so sick all the time. I'm also constantly on the verge of tears and feeling both worthless and useless.

I am also getting very grumpy, especially regarding noise. I just want a simple  quiet life with NO loud noises. Definitely not Andy yelling at the dog...